when i see her, i remember begging her to spare my women. and how she didn't. that makes me angrier than how she controlled me.
[ She long ago accepted being a tool to be used by others, in the way any weapon is. But her girls didn't deserve to die. It was a mistake to bring them on the job. ]
[ there is something reassuring about her using the word 'anger'. a nice change from associating one single emotion, which is fear, with the control devil. ]
[ she should. if it were anyone else, quanxi would have their head. it wouldn't even be a thought - there would be blood. but she hasn't done anything at all. ]
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that makes me angrier than how she controlled me.
[ She long ago accepted being a tool to be used by others, in the way any weapon is. But her girls didn't deserve to die. It was a mistake to bring them on the job. ]
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do you want to hurt her back?
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I should. But I don't know.
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i'll handle it.
[ then again, quanxi didn't know what the 'deal' is ... ]
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ok.
how did you handle it last time?
[ The last thing she remembers was the fight at the graveyard. Then she woke up at Public Safety and learned that Makima was killed. ]
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by eating her.
[ you can kill a devil 100 times and they will come back, unless— well, you channel your inner chef and cannibalism. ]