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[nutkick]

[ he stares at this text for a long time. seriously, how do you deal with this? ]

hi choso ...

[gimu]

[ how DOES one deal with this? choso must find out either way. ]

i am not ok
but i think you are not either
so
if there is anything you want from the conbini i will pick it up

[nutkick]

... you don't have to be nice to me.
seriously. tell me how you really feel.

[gimu]

…
fearful.
but understanding.
i have done what you have.
the circumstances were just different.

[nutkick]

... do you feel guilty about it?

[gimu]

every minute of every day since.
do you?

[nutkick]

...yeah.
it's a cruel type of hell.




i'm really sorry ... for hurting you.

[gimu]

it is. it never goes away.

it was you and it wasn’t.

i am sorry you have to carry that now.
i’m sorry we could not stop it from happening.
to you.
to any of us.